|Rolfing, surgery and stuff
||[Nov. 1st, 2005|10:08 pm]
I've been trying to keep my focus OFF my posture, 'cause as soon as I start thinking about it I get so frustrated. I have decided that I need to be rolfed before my surgery. I'll be having plastic surgery on my chest, for the second time, and since I know how much the scars stretched out after the last surgery, I just feel it would be stupid to go through surgery and then go to a rolfer and let my chest be "stretched out" properly.. not good. Otherwise, if I'll do the surgery first, I'll have to wait a couple 5-6 months or so, and guess what, it's christmas 2006..|
So as I said, for the last 6 months or so I've tried to not think about my posture, and it's worked pretty well. I've been able to work out as long as I focused on less fat, bigger arms, stuff like that =) instead of "oh my god why did I stand so I could see my profile in the mirror!! WHY!?" =D But the last week I've only focused on R O L F I N G.. so I can't work out any more. I know it's pathetic to feel sorry for yourself but sometimes I just get depressed about this.
Oh well, just wanted to complain.